Openness and The Lack There Of by DoBetter2105, literature
Literature
Openness and The Lack There Of
What do you really know about me?
Who I am and what I want?
You nod your heads and say you understand,
But it’s that reaction that gets me mad.
“You’ll get to do what you want in a few years”, you say,
But will there ever come a day
That you don’t look over my shoulder to see, criticize,
To chastise a decision I make?
You have raised me right,
So then why do I have to fight
For everything I want and believe in?
I just want to be like everyone else here
You know I didn’t shed a tear when you left?
I was happy for the freedom,
Freed to make my own decisions,
But you come at me with, “That’s wrong&
If I had changed my path I would not have been met you.
I had seen you for years.
Silent and keeping to yourself.
Beautiful in all shape and form.
You wouldn’t believe me now if I told you now,
But you’ve always been in my head.
We saw each other pass by the other every day for years
But we never said a word.
Fear tensed me up as the years went on.
Fear of hate and rejection.
Fear turned a blind eye.
What I failed to see was that you too were in pain.
We were one of the same.
If I had changed my path I would not have met you.
I don’t know if you believe in fate but after meeting you, I do now.
And all it took was saying o
We walked to the rock. Far off from camp, far off from campers, far off from everyone. Our own seclusion.
We sat and talked. Our troubles and worries melted away when we were together. No judgment about our pasts. Only hope for our future together, but that future would never happen. We knew what would happen when we went home, but that didn't mean anything in the here and now.
Close together now. Face to face. So close, oh so close. The fear held us back from the sweet delight of a kiss. Fear of acceptance. Quick to turn away, the moment missed and never to happen again. Conversation turned awkward, dead silence in the midst.
A long walk
Forever Ago RussiaXReader Chapter 2 by DoBetter2105, literature
Literature
Forever Ago RussiaXReader Chapter 2
--A few months before you went to the castle.--
"Ivan," you say timidly.
"Da?" he said.
"Can I stay with you forever?" you ask as a blush covers your face. You wring your hands and look down at your feet. Ivan has been the greatest thing that has happened you; you can never imagine living anywhere else but with him.
Ivan smiled and pulled you in close to his broad chest. "Of course my sunflower, you are my everything________." You hug Ivan back knowing nothing bad could happen if you just stay in his arms.
"I think I should sell the shop…" Ivan says catching you by surprise.
"Why?! You love this shop so much. Why would you sell it?" You
Forever Ago RussiaXReader Chapter 1 by DoBetter2105, literature
Literature
Forever Ago RussiaXReader Chapter 1
You sit in your room dying from boredom. Your quote on quote Prince Charming has left you, yet again, to go play video games and eat hamburgers with his bros. You slowly get up slowly because your butt is so numb from sitting. After a couple of unbalanced steps you lazily walked to your window to look outside. You check the clock.
'10 o' clock. Perfect.' You thought.
You look back through the window and caught sight of the liquor store light turn off. A man stepped out of the entrance and locks the door. You let out a sigh as the tall man walked away whistling a tune.
You hear the door open as you gaze out of your window, catching the last